I'm super excited because I got my Skyrim back!!! WOOHOO! It still didn't work after I got it fixed so I rented the game, installed it on my xbox360, returned that game, and my disc works again cause I installed it. I started a new one last week not even a week later I'm at level 32. I'm freaking dreaming of skyrim. Hell, I went to town and saw some rocks that looked like it had ore in it and had to remind myself this is not skyrim!!! UGHHHHH!!! My husband has watched me play it as well so much that he is now dreaming of it. I'm just making up for lost time.

I noticed that it helps my stress and anger so my family and husband tell me to play it all I want. It's not like I can do anything else anyways right now. I don't have a job *I have looked as well and the economy is bad and no where is hiring* and not in school *because my last school screwed me over and put me in default, so I can't find work to pay off my loans to go back to school*. Colin has a job and our truck is giving us problems again. There is only so much you can do in the house before you start to go insane. I clean all the time, do dishes, sweep, vacuum, laundry, play with the cats, feed them, clean up after them, I even tried to get back into drawing and dancing again. But now I have my Skyrim back so I don't have to be some hermit on the hill going crazy cause she can't be violent. Well Skyrim is my answer. LMAO

I also live way out of my teeny tiny little town in the woods up 4500 ft while in town is 3500ft so it's not like I can walk 15 miles to town to hang out either. It'd be nice to go to the library even, but then I think about it and get bored with the thought and turn on the XBox 360 again, LOL.

Anyways, today is my 18 month anniversary with my Husband and tomorrow is Valentines Day, so even if you don't have someone to love, love yourself and have a date with yourself and do what you want. After all, YOU matter and you are the LEAD character in your story. Do something you want to do and make it an awesome day, cause I remember Valentines Day being just a normal day then a happy day then the most loneliest day of my life to now a happy day with my husband. So don't worry about love from someone else, Love yourself first!

Anyways, I'm relaxing now cause I was dovakhin for 12 hours straight today, no breaks, so I'm giving my mind a rest and updating my journal and facebook and checking my shop as well.

Hope all is well with my watchers and viewers!! Have an awesome day/week!!!!